Finding passion and talent in the world of music does not make Chrisye peaceful throughout his life. Since he is a teenager, he has to defy his father who wants him to be an engineer. He plays music secretly and struggling to prove that music is his choice of life. Despite the popularity he has gained, his anxiety never stops. He makes cooperation with various parties. Even he does the craziest thing in his life: dancing on stage. Chrisye's anxiety continues in the process of searching for his true self. Married to Yanti and having family, open new horizons for him. Going down to Banjar is an important part of his spiritual journey. It is this essential search of the meaning of life that underlies in creating the song Ketika Tangan dan Kaki Berkata (When Hands and Feet Say).