The film came to life as a result of Mary Mellow's personal transformation that was miraculously boosted when she was suddenly diagnosed with a huge tumor in her belly. After about 20 doctors with 20 different diagnosis, (a pretty picky casting!) she eventually found a suitable one and had to undergo an operation that ended up being more than just physical. This situation worked as a catalyst that opened her eyes. She started to see clearly games of the mind and the automatic dream-like way of life inherent to people. She was faced with her deepest fears, most painful memories and her parents! But in the end this experience helped her understand her real self and her real home.